Moving Forward

Sometimes things don’t work out exactly as you plan.

You have to regroup, rewind, and take the dealers hand.

I know that I did what was right

But that doesn’t mean I have to enjoy this night.

I’m sad that’s true,

But I know that God will see me through and through.

I just hate the way I feel right now,

I just wish I could understand exactly how?

How this story ended up the way it did,

And I’m trying hard to live up to this bid.

I know that I thought, that I did what was right,

But I can’t help but question myself in this night.

This journey is hitting me hard,

And I know that it’s gonna leave a scar.

So I stand up, pull my big girl pants on,

And I turn around, ready to face to dawn.

Cause I know that His plans are greater than mine,

And I know that with Him everything is gonna be just fine.

So as I journey through this night, I just need you to know,

I’m done with the games; I’m done with this show.

I’m moving on with my life,

I’m done with this strife,

I’m moving forward through this night,

And now I’m ready to stand and fight.