Schizoaffective and Me

So if your here then you know I struggle with my mental health at times. And for the longest time I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. However a few years ago my diagnosis changed. And I honestly don't put much weight on a change in diagnosis but I thought that some of you might would find it interesting. So, my latest diagnosis is Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar type.There are two types of Schizoaffective...

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Life is...OK

 It has been a long time since I have sat down and posted on this blog. I wish I could get up here and testify that all my problems have gone away and that all is marry and bright...but that would be a lie. I did get the job I wanted and had prayed for back at the first of September last year but it only lasted two months before my mental health crashed and I had to quit. I think I jumped in...

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Morning

Up until a few weeks ago I was having some trouble with sleeping too much. I was sleeping at least 12 hours and it was starting to make me angry. I talked to my doctor about it and we lowered a dose of one medication that we thought might be making me a bit drowsy therefore, causing me to sleep more than what is…healthy. Well that helped some but I was still struggling. Well, after a med change...

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Challenging Myself

I went to a Sunday morning service at my favorite church yesterday. It was the first time in a very long time I had gone. It was really hard and I almost talked myself out of it again. (I’ve been talking myself out of it for months now.) But I made it and it was really great. I’ll admit when I first got there and took a seat in the back, my anxiety started getting really bad. But as the service...

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Just Pray

This past Friday, for the 8th time, I was released from a psychiatric hospital. To say this is getting old would be the understatement of a lifetime. But I know God has plans for me. Despite it all I haven’t given up on my dreams. I can only hope that God will use these things that have been going on for the past 8 years in a way to further His kingdom. There was something different about...

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